I CAN'T SEE ANYMORE

"I DON'T SEE ANYTHING ANY MORE: I CAN SEARCH THE PAST IN VAIN, I CAN ONLY FIND THESE SCRAPS OF IMAGES AND I AM NOT SURE WHAT THEY REPRESENT, WHETHER THEY ARE MEMORIES OR JUST FICTION.." 
"IF ONLY YOU COULD REMEMBER, SOMETHING WOULD BE WHOLE AGAIN; EVEN IF THE MEMORY WAS DIFFICULT TO ACCEPT, IT WOULD BE BETTER THAN NOT-KNOWING WHICH HAS DEFINED AND LIMITED YOU FOR YEARS, MAKING YOU WEAK AND IRRESOLUTE, A CREATURE ATTUNED TO FEAR, INCAPABLE OF FULLY ASSENTING TO YOUR OWN LIFE." 
"IN AND THROUGH TIME, MEMORIES ARE REWORKED, RECONSTITUTED, AND RECONFIGURED TO SUIT THE CONSTANTLY CHANGING SELF THAT EXISTS TEMPORALLY."